Fuck...

Fuck, I broke a nail.

Friday better come sooner then normal and Afi will do her magic.

Maybe a piece of chocolate will cheer me up.

I am doubtful though...

I´ve got an idea...

Okey...

Listen to this...

Mp3 with my music, a hot shower, a expensive hair treatment, some facialmask with lemon and pineapple and a open window to smell the beautiful autumn breeze.

Thats my plan for this afternoon.

My head is so full after this crazy workingday.

See you tonight!

//E

Rain, church and a smile...

Woke up perfect in time for church.

The sky was so blue and no cloud to be seen...

The cute children choir Kazoo was there and lighted up all our smiles.

I took the Sacrament and todays topic was that God is with us always.

In good times and in bad ones.

I have a beautiful poem about that somewhere on my laptop.

Think I will write it down here for you sweet people to read.

After church the rain was poring down and it was that fall-scent in the air that I just love.

Even got to see that lovely smile I have get used to those days.

It covered up my soul and makes me get going for some time more.

Now its time for a movie and some dark chocolate with lemon and ginger.

Funny mix?

Well...if chocolate could be heaven this is!

With a good glass of wine and we are ready!

Someone told me once; a good red wine is for a chef what porn is for guys.

Haha.

Here is that poem i talked about.

Footsteps

One Night a man had a dream.

He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.

Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.

For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand; one belonged to him and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand.

He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.

He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.

"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you you'd walk with me all the way,

but I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life,

there is only one set of footprints.

I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."

The Lord replied,

"My precious, precious child, I love you and would never leave you.

During your times of trial and suffering when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I carried you."

//E

Tired blue eyes...

After a perfect night with M & R...

This is a very correct picture of me right now.

Lying on my stomach on the sofa with my laptop right beside me.

My eys are so tired and my body screaming for the bed.

I will do as it says.

Good night people.

See you tomorrow after church.

Sweet dreams !

//E

A day that every Sweed likes...

The 4:th of october, while the wind is blowing, the dark comes fast in the evening and the trees are changing colours...

This day is dedicated to cinnamon bun.

And dont we love it?

I remember those days when me and my little brother came home from school and the whole house had a scent of baking.

With my mother standing in the kitchen, warm and smiling at us.

New made buns with a cold glas of milk.

Oh, I hope that memory will go on to my children.

And their children.

That the art of baking will not get lost in this stressful times we live in.

Cus there is not many things that make me more calm then having my hands working in a perfect dough.

This morning will be exactly like all mornings should be.

At least in my taste.

Breakfast down town, a orange, a ice-coffee latte and a tuna-sandwich.

Sitting on the sofa in "my" café, reading the papers, watching people walking bye, say hello to all those who is hangover from last night that I have worked with so many years.

Meet cool K last night down town.

Always with a honest smile and always on the run to somewhere.

Got to change a couple of words before she run away again.

Tonight will be spend at M & R ´s place.

Making some food, talking and laughing.

Perfect.

Will get home late so I hope I have the strenght to open my eyes before church tomorrow.

//E

Really...?

Does this make You unfortable?

Or...is it mostly when two men kiss each other?

I was in Gothenburg this night...watching a movie.

And the movie for tonight was about 2 men, who was adopting a boy.

As soon as the picture was on these men and they where kissing almost every guy in the room started to feel unconfortable and moving in their seat.

Starting to look around, clear ones throat and smile very nervously.

Really?

Still...in the year of 2008?

I am amazed.

Any way, I did get some good Karma also.

This poor girl beside me had this huge bag of sweets and open it wrong...

So the candy fell all over the floor, on me and in her lap.

Hehe...I could feel all the angry looks at her so I helped her and gave her my lid I had on my mixed candy...So she could take some of the sweets up from me and her.

She said thanxs and gave me a cute smile.

Thats enough for me.

See...E can be kind.

I have a little voice in my head telling me Sweet P have 5 days off now...

Envy, envy & envy.

Have a great night.

I think I have some pineapple juice in the fridge that calling my name...

//E

What did I do today?

Oh the moon has come

The day is done

The night has covered up the sun.

I have stood so often before you to pray

But I wonder God, tell me, what did I do today?

Did I remember the words of my prays?

Did I take time to thank you for all that I have?

Did I call on you to guide my way?

Tell me, what did I do today?

I has whispered to you

As I made my wishes.

But was my faith

Bright or grey?

Oh God, tell me, what did I do today?

Did I smile at my brother?

Was I kind to my mother?

Did I teach another something that I know

Or did my love of this world lead me astray?

Tell me, what did I do today?

Though I've bowed to you

with my face in the dust,

Did I turn to you

And did I obey?

Oh God, tell me, what did I do today?

Did I use my mind?

Did I use my time?

If I search my heart what will I find?

The light of your guidance is a glimmering ray,

Tell me, what did I do toady?

Oh God, tell me, what did I do today?

/ A beautiful Nasheed for the evening...