tisdag 30 september 2008

Something for the ladies...

I was thinking...after such a crazy day, we deserve
to have some eye-candy to look at..right?


So...here is My top 3 guys .


Enjoy!

Sami Yusuf- with a voice thats calm me down every day.





Lucky number two is Jared Leto.




And.. mr Tarkan Tevetoglu Alpaslan - cus he knows how to move the body on the dancefloor :-)



There we go...

Yummie

//E

What a tuesday...


Aaaaaarghhhhh....
There, now it feels much better!
Will take a cold shower and cool myself down just a little bit.
//E

Happy Eid al Fitr...

Yes Happy Eid al Fitr (bayram) for all of you who is celebrating this holiday!
I know at least one of you who reads this is...
Have a great day and eat and drink for me also!
It had been so great to join you today and see different traditions!
Bir gün gelecek tatlim benim...
I dont kow why I am so tired today?
Sittig in the sofa with a bowl of yoghurt and sliced fruit.
I would raither had some hotel-breakfast today..
Boiled eggs, fresh orange juice, fruitsalad and some toast.
Had this feeling for a couple of days now that I wanna get spoiled...hihi.
That SPA-thing is really to far away right now.
And so is the model-photo-shoot I´m doing in a month or so...
Well, better get some clothes on and run to work.
Late day today- 12-20.
See you later
//E

måndag 29 september 2008

Simlpe but still wonderful...


I have told you before...
I am a simple girl with simple manner.
It takes very little for making me smile and this morning 2 simple things came infront of my eyes that made my heart melted and that smile of mine was impossible to hide.
And, I did not wanted to hide it... There is not many things that makes us people look more handsome then when we smile.
So... the first thing was C.
Waking up and see that smile is like heaven.
Second thing was down town.
Had a good hair and makeup-day and run down with high heels and a cute dress when my eyes saw a cute guy...but, that guy had no chance to melt this girls heart...
Why is that you maybe ask yourself now?
Well... he was not alone.
He had 2 adorable dogs with him.
2 sweet, little chubby and drewling bulldogs!
For those who knows me know what this means.
Yes... I practilly ran over him, asked in my sweetest voice:
Excuse me Sir, is it okey for me to say hello to them?
Mr cute: Well hello there...of course. They all yours!
(and he kneed down next to me telling the cute dogs to behave in front of the sweet lady..haha)
I know..there is a possibility he thought I just wanted to talk to HIM.
But..no one could care less then me.
I had the most adorable little dogs in my lap, jumping on me and wanted to greet me in their own way.
I dont even remember what we talked about, (mr cute and myself)I just remember their names: Doris & Lillemor!
Hehe... I am in love.
This time in two girls... there´s a new one :-)
I guess I fall in love easily.
Is that a good thing or a bad thing?
//E

söndag 28 september 2008

The day after the night before...

Oh ... I love to be a girl.
Cus if you are a girl, you can have girl-nights.
That means; your best friends, wine, good music and a lot of gossip and laughter.
I had one of those nights last night.
And gosh, I feel like I deserve today I guess.
Maybe one glas of wine to much?
But it was worth it.
I have not laughed so much in months, so thank you all of you who made that night so good!
Went to work this morning...feeling like someone had beaten up my soul and with a dizzy mind...
Cute P had a cheeky smile of course.
Lovely S felt for me..so I went home one hour earlier, thank you for that!
Why is it.. or at least with my friends, young or old, that when it comes to parties and fun evenings there is 100% chance we talk about sex.
Bad sex, good sex, sextoys or memories of sex years and years ago.
Guys we wanted to have sex with...or guys we raither had cutted of our left arm to .
This time it was mostly about if you can see on a guy if he know how to treat a girl in bed.
My answer was yes.
Some girls said no.
Either way...
I bet that if it had been a little camera hidden somewhere and the guys could hear us they had blushed.
Now it will be take away thai and some ice cold coca cola.
//E

fredag 26 september 2008

A day of impression

Good evening sweet people.
Today I have been with M all day long and it was as good as always!
We did some nice french nails at her friends salon and I can just say: Gosh!
Some people just get to you...and this person did.
A gorgeous woman, 30 something who had the sweetest smile,fabulous hair and was able to talk like I had knowed her for years.
I love people who can make an impression on me like that...cus not many does.
So, I must make some advertising for her!
So ladies, if you wanna get your nails done, call Afi in Kungshamn and you wont get disapointed.
We talked about a girlsnight at her place with some cooking and wine.
Sounds like a plan in this girls taste exactly...
Went back to M´s place and I was able to kiss my favorite baby and make M and R some food !
Now...I am sooo tired, will be working tomorrow and then its the biggest GIRLPARTY of the year !!!
Hehe...its me and all the girls from our old work...
Will be so fun!!
Marina will to my place some hours before so we can make ourself beautiful and maybe get some wine before...
Must get a flower to bring also..not forget...not forget E...
And hey... I have a new favouritesong for you to download
The Script - The man who cant be moved
Sleep tight...and C- I miss you.
//E

torsdag 25 september 2008

A change of hair...

I am a girl who likes changes.
My hair is one of those things...
So..I am no longer a sweet blonde but a brown foxy lady instead.
We like foxy..dont we people?
Very well..Brown it is and brown it will be for a while now.
Perfect in the fall when the rain is poring down and the leaves turning red.
Thank you a thousand times for your help lovely S.
Now I sit in the sofa with you (or the laptop) in my knee and with a big bowl of yoghurt and sliced peach...Yummie
And P, I just loved your blog today.
A little bit different in your way to express maybe...
Have a nice evening people cus I will!
//E

Oh yes...

The drop-dead gorgeous P asked me if I wanted
to join her and some lovely girls to the SPA in a town not that far from here.
Of course I wanted...
What is it to say no to?
A whole day of massage, facial treatment and jacuzzi .
Me like...
The fact that there will be some champagne and good food doesnt make it any worse...
So..I have until November to dream and long for this day.
And yes...of course i called lovely M and she is now also on the list!
"Den som väntar på någon gott..."
//E


onsdag 24 september 2008

A funeral-day...

This was the day we had the funeral for my lovely grandfather.
Everything was so beautiful in church and there was perfect flowers, songs and all his family and friends to share this day with us.
I am a little bit tired now...not tired as in sleeping but more like a feeling.
So, I will leave You for now and come back.
//E

tisdag 23 september 2008

Married for 2 years...

2 years ago I had my beautiful dress on
2 years ago I was the most nervous girl in the world
2 years ago I had roses in my hair
2 years ago I had champagne 09 in the morning
2 Years ago I danced with my father
2 years ago I said "I do..."
"Hör du hur klockorna ringer
Tid att ta ännu ett steg
Min ring glimmar på ditt finger
En kyss och sen börjar vår väg"
//E

What can we do?

Some of You who know me knows I have a thing about learing how people with other religions live their lifes-
I am truly intersested about other ways to live and other peoples way to think.
Last night I saw a docomentary about a muslim family in Syria and the father there had 10 daugthers he must get married.
The first girl was just 13.
The second was 15 but refuse to get married to a 40 year old cousin.
She had 3 choises : Take poison, get burned alive or leave the family and become a prostitute.
She took poison.
She survived and got beat up by her father, cus she had given the family a bad credit.
One of the daugthers was getting raped and beaten by her old husband.
Cus as her father said; a man can hit his woman if she is difficult.
And its okey to kill a daugther if she not does as the father says.
"Its like cutting of a bad finger"
The mother replied: What can I do?He will kill me also,just becuse he can.
How awful.
How can a father speak like that about his child?
I never let people or movies get to me.
This time I had no choice.I cried and wondered how this could happend?
What can I do?
The girls was not allowed to leave the house alone.
Not be able to walk outside with their friends,
Neither show their beautiful hair to strangers.
I really hope people who saw this movie not think this is about muslims.
Cus there is not about religion when people act like this.
No where is it written in the Koran that a father can do this.
No where is it written in the Bible.
Its cus the power is on the men and their sick way to see women as a possession.

måndag 22 september 2008

Ayyy...

You dont know what real pain is...
Untill you comes out of the shower and get your belly piercing
stuck in to the towel and it breaks.
That my friends...is pain.
So, now I am pissed off.
That piercing was brand new...and it was my only pink one.
*Sights again*

Yada yada...

The things i must do
(according to my mother)
* Geting a driving licence
(cus everyone does)
*Makes babies
(she wants grandchildren)
*Stay at my work
(cus its safe and nice)
The things I wanna do

* Get my diving.cert

* Rent a apartment in Manavgat for at least 6 months

*Open my own restaurant-cus I need challenges

*Sights*

What a day...

Yeah...
A really weird and stressful day today.
It started when I was runing to work down town and I meet the strange guy I always meet at the police house, he is kind of weird cus he only wears a t-shirt and shorts.
Nevermind the weather.
Today at 07.55 it was about 8 degrees...
And, when I walked in to the kitchen I found that nothing...I mean nothing was prepared.
The other chef was like; eh..hmm..yeah..as you can see I have not prepered.
I was trying to think; Breath E...count to 10.
And the boss just; Oh yeah right E, the meat will arrive at 10.30...okey?
Hmm..what shall I answer on that?
I needed the meat at 08.00.
Not one hour before we start the lunch-opening.
Aaah...but, nothing to do about it.
Now I have done some pancakes with home made blackcurrant jam and whiped cream.
Mmm...

söndag 21 september 2008

Sunday morning...

With a glas of orange juice and a sandwich in my stomach I am ready for this day.
Will be going to my parents house now for some dinner and later on a quick visit at M and R..
so I guess I will write more later.
Have a good sunday everybody!

some days...

Are just perfect.
This was one of those days...
A beautiful baptism, sweet people and a smile on my beloved M´s face the whole day!
Congrats M and R!
Its something about helping friends that make your soul feels good.
Good deeds that are totaly non-selfish must be great for my karma..right? Hihi...
It was a pleasure to helping out in the kitchen, talking to the guest, try to calm M down a bit before the cermony...Cus, I guess, thats whats friends are for and I know that when I need help she will be there, right beside me.
Now I lay in the sofa with the laptop on my belly again...
Seems like that is the way to write this blog.
Have a glas of red wine next to me and a movie in the DVD.
Something new from Quentin Tarantino.
Have a good saturday night and sleep tight!
This one is for Kevin
Tryggare kan ingen vara
Än Guds lilla barnaskara
Stjärnan ej på himlafästet
Fågeln ej i kända nästet...
//E

lördag 20 september 2008

We had a great last night...

Took yesterday off from work and went to M´s place.
There I cooked all the food and baked 2 cute cakes for todays baptism.
The guys did the decorations and the heavy stuff in the meeting place with babyblue cloths and arranged the tables .
Me and M where kind of stuck in the kitchen for 9 hours or something like that.
But ah...We had so fun.
Videotaping and taking so many pics on the mess we did and when we had those laughing moments that did not seem to end.
I made:
Greek pastasalad with olivs,feta cheese and sundried tomatoes
Potatosalad with herbs and pepper
A big green salad
Roastbeef
Poorkfilet with garlic and lime
Fruitplates with melon, pineapple and grapes
One chocolate cake with buttercream and chocolatechip on top
One tradition cake with banana, vanillacreme and raspberry jam
And some bread and spicy cheese...
I better get going, alot of things to do before I am redy...
Make up, doing some nice curls in my hair, picking out my clothes...
What do you think about a short lilac dress with thin black flowers on, some black pantyhose and high heel boots?
And of course my short new suit-jacket!

torsdag 18 september 2008

Bubbles...a lot of bubbles

There is not many things that beats the feeling of a hot bath with herbs and bubbles.
Just got up from there and hoping my hair will dry soon...
Thats the only thing thats annoying with having thick and long hair...
Wont be writing that much tonight cus I have my hands full with thoughts and ideas for tomorrow when I going to M and prepare the food for saturdays Baptism.
So...Right now there is 4 windows open on the screen with many recipes and pictures that makes my head spinning around.
Just the way I like it!
A cup of chai now and I be ready to get ideas again...Dont you think?

onsdag 17 september 2008

Like sweet music to My soul...

After a great night with one of my favourite girls everything feels so good.
Its really amazing what some breezer,good food, laughter, and
some chocolate can do to 2 girls.
She picked me up after work and we just spent the night at my place.
I wonder how it can be...
After 9 years, we still laugh at each others glance to one another?
Still have the same humour.
Still can sit quiet and not feel uncomfortable.
And still are very different in so many ways but yet fits so good together.
I am going to arrange all the food and cakes to M´s babys baptism this saturday.
So, I took friday off and gonna have a good time in the kitchen at her place.
Oh my God we gonna laugh.
And we gonna create the best baptism food the people have ever seen...
Or..at least this is what we hoping for.
And S...this is for you baby!
* Lecakulor
* Fingerborg
* Spiselkrok
Good night and I catch You all tomorrow!
//E

tisdag 16 september 2008

Mmm...








Oh I just LOVE going home from work late, when its dark outside.
The smell in the air that hits my nose is just lovely.
Chilly, the smell of cooking from the city-restaurants, cars and cigarette smoke.


People who running to catch their bus, well-known faces to say hello to and cosy,dark streets to walk on and beautiful houses to just past by.


Worked late today and even worked some overtime.
I am to kind to say no i guess.
But more money is good.
That means more clothes for me.


Talk about clothes, my cute suit-something-shirt and jacket arrived today.





This is the skirt I bought.

And this is a pic of the jacket but mine is with a little shorter sleeves

And..with some nice black high boots?

What do You think about that people...

Stay or walk away?

Sometimes You get yourself in situations that You know will be hard or difficult.
When You dont know if You should stay or walk away.
Stay and try?
Or walk away and not risk to get hurt?
I have always said that the first alternative is best.
Now I am not that sure anymore.
Maybe its not worth getting hurt for a dream or fantasy?
Maybe its best living for the moment and not look forward at all...
But I am a Cancer in sign, so I like planning...

måndag 15 september 2008

Sweden/England?

The rain is poring down...
Sometimes I wonder if i really live here or in London.
The dishes is done.
Dinner prepared.
Laundery is taken care of.
I have nothing to do...
Allreday been to the coffee-shop twice today with two different people.
Went to the gym.
Guess I will put some tea on, love the smell in the citchen afterwords.
Wintery-scent of cinnamon and vanilla.
Maybe open my book again.
The cats are sleeping on the sofa next to me with one paw on the others back.
How cute.

Miss Independent...




Ooh is something about
Just something about the way she move
I can't figure it out
It's something about her
Kinda woman that want you but don't need you
Hey, I can't figure it out
It's something about her
'Cause she walk like a boss
Talk like a boss
Manicure nails just set the pedicure off
She's fly effortlessly
And she move like a boss
Do what a boss Do,
she got me thinking about getting involved
That's the kinda girl I need
She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss independent
Ooh there's something about
Kinda woman that can do for herself
I look at her and it makes me proud
There's something about her
Something so sexy about
Kinda woman that don't even need my help
She said she got it, she got it
No doubt, there's something about her
Cause she work like a boss
Play like a boss
Car and the crib she 'bout to pay 'em both off
And bills are payed on time,
yeah She made for a boss
Slowly a boss
Anything less she telling them to get lost
That's the girl that's on my mind
She got her own thing
That's why I love her
Miss independent
Her favorite thing to say,
don't worry I got it
And everything she got
best believe she bought it
She gon' steal my heart
ain't no doubt about it,girl
You're everything I need
She's got her own thing
That's why I love her

Miss independent


//E

söndag 14 september 2008

Such a lovely weather!

Good afternoon people!
Today I´ve got up early to get to church with my parents and grandmother.
We meet the priest and the people who worked with the cemetry and picked out the place for grandfathers grave.
A silent place near the church was his wish and so it will be.
The church service was nice and it felt good to have the Sacrament.
The priest talked to us after the ceremony and he told me a few words in latin, remembered my wedding and how much I like latin and middle-age.
It is one of the most lovley days today I think.
The sun is shining, the air smells like fresh cut grass and I must take a walk down the beach now.
Cant spoil this weather by sitting inside...right?
Pax Vobiscum

lördag 13 september 2008

So quiet here...


Mmm...

Its really calm and silent here.
Just the sound of the open fire in the livingroom.
Had some nice barbeque with my parents..maybe the last one of the year?
Felt kind of chilly when we eat, but that is so typical Sweeds.
Sit outside- even its 13 degrees and storm-every chance to get a glance of the sun.

So... I better get to bed early today, maybe I reed some pages in my book.
Will be going to church with the familt tomorrow to hear the announcement of grandfathers death.
Read the announcement in the deaths column at work today.
I did not know it was today, so it got me kind of sad.
But, it was a beautiful description of his life at sea and who he was.


Things work a little bit different here at the country...
No fast internet, no reception on the cell and not my songs on the computor.

But...I think I manage to download some of my favourites.
Right now its Ne-Yo´s Miss Independent that comes out of the speakers.

Must say this also to S.

Thank you for a fun work-day girl!






Good night!

Going to the country for a while...

Yep.
Taking my bags and going to parents house...
Be back tomorrow night.
See ya all then!
//E

fredag 12 september 2008

A night at the beach...

After a really lazy day at home it felt good to get some fresh air.
I could really smell the fall in the air so I took my new winter jacket on, for the first time this year.
We took the car down to the beach and walked for an hour or so...
Its something about hearing the waves breaking, the seagulls singing and nothing more...
Like a silent pleasure.
Guess it was to cold for the rest of the inhabitants in this town cus We did not meet anyone.
I wanna get my book-feeling back.
Cus those days I have read nothing.
And I love to read...really, so I need to take the time to just put some tea on, switch the tv off and take my "home" clothes on... Usually just some hotpants and a top and sit down in the corner of the sofa...
Loosing myself into the characters in the book.
Maybe some medieval maid, a demanding king or like in my new book: a muslim prison-girl fron Teheran.
I have always read only books about the middle-age or at least about the 1600-century.
Not necessarily true stories but the middle age have always, since I was just a little girl, had a special place in my heart.
But..Now I have start to read some biography-books.
Mostly about muslim women and their tragic lifestyle with violence and sadness.
Its different for me to read something that came from a writers heart and that I know is real.
And I am very glad that some of You who read my blog have bought my favourite of those books "Thousend splendid suns"
I know You will love it as much as I did.
Its impossible to not leave a trace of feelings after a book like that.
Now I have some hot vegetable soup in the kitchen and some nice and cold drinks in the fridge.
Enjoy Your weekend People!

torsdag 11 september 2008

Powernap...



Was so tired today after work, so I did like the babies do.
I took a powernap in the sofa...with the calming sound of the tv in the background.
Maybe You did not know this about me, but I can honestly fall asleep everywhere and everytime i want.

Felt kind of weird at work...
Had headache and felt like fever.
Hmm... But, feels good now though.

A movie and some tea is in my head now .

Good night!

onsdag 10 september 2008

Icecream with strawberries...


Aaah...

Just got back from the gym.
My belly was like crying for food so I made some chicken with hot vegetables.
And... Maybe I found some tofu-icecream and strawberries in the fridge.
And maybe it tasted like heaven ...

Was so tired this morning, I hardly knew my name as I walked down town.
And then... 2 cars honked at me.
Seriously, dont honk me 06.50 in the morning cus it cant be a lovely sight seeing me that early...haha

At work I made some bread, made some cookies, baked some more bread and did 20 plates of "west coast delights" with crab, salmon & some really good serrano ham and melon.
Yummie.

And right...
My favourite coffee-place is coming to town.
Espresso House will open here in 2 weeks...

Can you believe how broke I will be, having take-away coffee and chai latte every day after work on my way home!

Just lovely!

Now I will watch some episodes of Sex and the city and after that maybe do some face-pack and those sorts of things that girls do sometimes...

Have a calm & wonderful night sweethearts!

tisdag 9 september 2008

How much is to much...

Hmm..
Think I just spent a fortune on Lingerie...
But, a girl can do that without someone thinking twice about that I guess.
Nothing much happend today so I will not bore You tonight.
Just saying good night and sleep tight!
Will be working early tomorrow and then go to the gym.
And maybe...just maybe go to a movie with the girls.
Good night sweet people!

måndag 8 september 2008

Headphone and laptop...



Good morning people..

Yes I know its late..and more like afternoon but I am free today, took a day off to visit sweet M and the baby.
So, a day off means sleep late..right?

I was suppose to go to the cinema last night with 7 other girls... But changes of planes.
The girl who had bought all the tickets lives in a tiny, tiny town and there its not exactly like here.
So, the movie had not arrived yet..hehe
So, my man took me to Gothenburg instead and we watched "Get smart" with Steve Carell.
I just loved him in "the 40-year old virgin".
And it felt good to laugh again.
I needed that.

I also got spoiled at home...Massage and my favourite dinner by my husband.
(Yes, he made it himself...hehe)
Really appreciate that Love!

Now I better get ready for my trip to M.
Will be going by bus for one hour...so, music is needed!
Gonna bring the Mp3 and fill it with my favourite songs for the moment.


Kat De Luna - run the show
Daddy Yankee - Rompe remix
Zion & Lennox - Cando Tengo Que Esperar
Valentino ft. Mario - Freaky
And the hottest right now:
Eddy Lover - Ya Tu No Vales La Pena


Yes...I guess I am a Reaggeton Girl.


Take care!




lördag 6 september 2008

How to comfort a Girl...

Bacardi Breezer
Chocolate cookies- Oreo´s of course -Sex and the city style
A new book about muslim women in Teheran
Sushi
And...My night will feel so much better.

The morning after...

I am going to write about last night- the worst night in my life this far.
Father called me and told me grandfather had died.
It was hard to talk on the phone, but I said I be at the hospital right away.
I cried while getting dressed, I cried in the car...and I cried when my mother met me at the entrance.
My father,brother,grandmother, uncle and aunt where there also.
Feelt good to be around family but still so sad.
Its not often you have to see your loves ones cry.
And to see your family cries openly..from their hearts, is heart-breaking.
I did not know what to expect, I had never seen a dead person before.
We all went into his room, and he looked so peaceful with his hands placed on his chest looking like He was praying.
I caressed his head.
I cried some more.
My aunt read some verses from the Bible and it was beautiful.
My mother and little brother hugged me and tried to comfort me as good as they could.
I really admire my brother, he is the the strongest person i have ever meet.
And when I say strong I mean inside.
After we all had said good bye we took grandmother and my grandfathers brother back to my parents house.
We talked, drank som tea and whiskey and eat...
My grandmother took it very well I must say , but she have said that they had a good life together and it was for the best.
We went home late and I got to bed.
Cried some more with strong arms around me.
Woke up early today and lighted a candle and prayed.
It feels better today.
I know he is looking over me from heaven.
One day we meet again and then we will be playing cards grandpa!
And maybe I will let you win... once.

R.I.P.
Birger Carlsson
1913-2008

May the angles be with you

He is in heaven now.
My sweet grandfather died today at 19:50.
I love you!

Blott en dag, ett ögonblick i sänder,
vilken tröst vad än som kommer på!
Allt ju vilar i min Faders händer,
skulle jag, som barn, väl ängslas då?
Han som bär för mig en Faders hjärta,
giver ju åt varje nyfödd dag
dess beskärda del av fröjd och smärta,
möda, vila och behag.

Själv han är mig alla dagar nära,
för var särskild tid med särskild nåd.
Varje dags bekymmer vill han bära,
han som heter både Kraft och Råd.
Att sin dyra egendom bevara,
denna omsorg har han lagt på sig.
“Som din dag, så skall din kraft ock vara,”
detta löfte gav han mig.

Hjälp mig då att vila tryggt och stilla
blott vid dina löften, Herre kär,
ej min tro och ej den tröst förspilla,
som i ordet mig förvarad är.
Hjälp mig, Herre,
att vad helst mig händer,
taga ur din trogna fadershand
blott en dag, ett ögonblick i sänder,
tills jag nått det goda land.

fredag 5 september 2008

Would you?

Would you dance
if I asked you to dance?
Would you run
and never look back?
Would you cry
if you saw me crying?
And would you save my soul, tonight?
Would you tremble
if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh?
Oh please tell me this.
Now would you die
for the one you loved?
Hold me in your arms, tonight.
Would you swear
that you'll always be mine?
Or would you lie?
would you run and hide?
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care... You're here tonight.
Oh, I just want to hold you.
I just want to hold you.
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...You're here tonight.

torsdag 4 september 2008

Raindrops keep falling on my head...



Good evening people.

Today there where dancing...

Dancing in the kitchen, moving the hips and laughter with Lovely S.
Made some meat-loaf, fishsoup, ham & cheese pie and a vegetable-gratin for todays menu.

The guest said it tasted good so I am happy.

After 8 hours at work I had a chef-meeting to attend...


Mostly my boss who talked about his "great" ideas..hihi
But..also thoughts and ideas from us chefs..and of course from H.
That is a girl who work with me and S and we dont like her.. not at all...
She is fake and I really dont like that.
Tell me what You think about me or my friends and I will accept it, but dont backstab anyone You work with just to be friends with me..then You loose my respect immediately.

After an hour or so S joined me to the gym for a while and I think I was there for 1.5 hours .
Just when it felt as good it could be and I had the flow... some people should get starting some sort of aerobic class, and I thought; nice...some high music from the speakers. Me like.
But... it went not exactly how I wanted.

When I heard the first sentence from the song :
In the djungle, the mighty djungle the lions sleeps tonight...

I got to the changingroom ...

I really cant work out to the music of The Lion king :-)

So...got home and made some dinner:

Sliced chicken
Mixed vegetables
Chilli
Carlic
Soy sauce
Sweet chilli sauce

Wook until done

Bon appetit!

Now I sit in the bed with crossed legs and the laptop in my knee.
Still have that music on from last night.
Its weird how some songs can get straight in to Your heart.
This is one of them.
Thank You again sweet M for that!

Another M called me last night...and there will be a HUGE girl-party in a couple of weeks.
Yeeeeey!!!

High heels, a nice dress, extentions, long nails and a make up that will take forever to make...
But..its worth it.

I wonder if its not a party this saturday also.
This time with S.
That means it will be great, it always is.

Oh...Its good to be a girl!

onsdag 3 september 2008

A glance of my new balcony...

Today I have not done that much worth writing about...
Worked early, mades some lemon cookies, baked some bread and made a raspberry fromage.
After that I went to the gym for 1.5 hours and then back to work to give S a smile or two.
Think I manage that pretty well...
Now I just got home and thinking about open my book again while I have some time alone...Maybe a cup of tea and some lighted candles also...
But, I thought I would show You some pictures of how I am gonna decorate my balcony.
Think oriental and cosy...
Warm and welcome...
And most of all: a place to just be...
Some pictures of beautiful Ganesh...

And of course I wanna have a palm there...




Ligthed candles all over...Me like


My Egyptian waterpipe is a matter of course...





Pillows... a lots of pillows on the floor









This sofa "Agadir" will be just perfect
Over and out!

























tisdag 2 september 2008

I´m bringing sexy back...

Hey people!
First of all ; Welcome back to Sweden sweet P.
I hope You wont freeze to death of the slightly temperature difference of 20 degrees or something...
And I am dying to see Your pictures, maybe over a glass of red wine?

Today I worked late and we had kind of a busy day.
I have a very special kind of humour and thanks God S have that also.
So...when we are very busy we try to make each other laugh.
This time it was S sneaking up behind me, trying to make "sexy" sounds...in german.
No one can sound sexy in germany.
Its a awful language.
I study both german and spanish for 3 years in school and I am learing S the best of that of course.
Haha..so, now she is spitting out terrible words that makes me laugh everytime.
I am very proud of her as You can image!
I was so tired of working with people this night...
Old men flirting,trying to play with me while I was really busy and grumpy ladies that never got satisfied.
I wonder; why on earth do they think I am going to flirt with them?
They are like 50 years old?
And...dont play with me when I have other things to do...
I like making my guest smile and having a good time but its a different when they see I have my hands full and 20 other guest to take care of.
There...now it feels much better!
So..what more did I do today.
Oh, i bought a new lipgloss, that kind that sticks on your lips for at least 6 hours.
Me like a lot... Girls, go out and buy!
I have a light complexion so I use Loréal Glam shine Forever Nude.Now I sit...or more lay in the sofa having a bowl with vanilla yoghurt and bits of peach.
Some soft music on the speakers, Sholomo Artzi - a song I´ve got dedicated to Me.
Very beautiful...Thank You for that!
Aaah...I am so longing for the next time to party and dance.
Hmm, guess I have to get my girls together and make that dancefloor dangerous...
Thats all for now my Sweet readers.
Good night and sleep tight!

måndag 1 september 2008

The secret way to my Heart...

The secret way to my Heart is spelled Chai Latte.
This lovley pink jar with delicious tea powder have a flavour of cardemom, cinnamon, clove and sweet honey...Mmm!
I found this beautiful can in My favourite coffee shop, so now I can make my ice-chai whenever and wherever I want.
Me like that.
This morning I woke up from the sweet song on my cell, had the alarm on 09 and was kind in a hurry to get to my eye doctor... I hate going there.
She alwyas have this pitch when she talkes to me.
And I dont like it..at all.
I wear my lenses to often, I know that but it is so much easier to wear them rather then use my glasses.
So, its worth getting some rebuke I guess .
After Mrs Evil , Me and M took a breakfast downtown in the best café we have in this town.
The sun heated my face and skin and it almost felt líke summer again, sitting there early in the morning in just jeans and a top.
Coffee was great and I took a New baked piece of bread with ham and cheese, one orange and some lemon/cucumber water.
It may happend that I took a little walk in some shops also...
Found a really nice winter/fall jacket that I must have.
Short, thight and black with a belt in the waist and a cute fur-cap
Only 90$ ...a really bargain right?
And... I know i shouldn´t... but a girl must have a weakness.
My is perfumes.
So, i walked in to The Body Shop *love*
Saw one that got my attention.
This one was perfect for me.
A light yellow/orange bottle with a fragrance of peach, vanilla and Jasmin.
I am week... I know. But at least I stand up for it.
The visit at my grandfather was good.
Almost as a relief for Me.
He was awake, smiling, talking and it was not that bad as the doctors had said.
At least not that day.
I held his hand the whole time I was there, telling him that I loved him...
And he answered me right back.
That feeling right then..I can never describe.
But, he knows I love and care about him.
Thats the most important thing for me right now.
Later that evening we barberqued and had a calm night at my parents house.
My little brother came by also..Nice!
We went back to our town fairly late and had some wine and just relaxed...
Actually I got a foot massage that lasted forever..
Working weekends get to my back and feet, so I really appreciate that!
Today I have a day off from work so I gonna spend it with some cleaning first..then my lovley book (that i read 100 pages last night) and after that... Maybe some time at my laptop...Who knowes..maybe some interesting person there?
There usually is...